I hope this feeling will last forever and these butterflies inside will continue to fly no matter the weather,

You’ve taken me away from a place that I wish to never go back to, 
But managed to desert me in a land where my mind despises my heart,
I hate it here it here but I’ve learned to love the pain if it means that I can still love you too,
What I see as irresistible gold the world sees as just being fools,
Just as they see us,
But only fools can fall in love. 
And only a fool would be foolish enough to never get up. 


I don’t want you forever,

I just want the memories of tonight to never leave, 

The rush that your touch provides makes my blood boil to the nth degree,

Of your worries I seek to set you free,

As we lust just for love to see,

The mockery that the twins of love and karma have made of us twists our minds to believe that our actions are just,

As you bend and twist, and I slip inside you and greet your soul with my tip,

I guarantee love will never provide you with a ride like this,

A high that you’ll never again be able to achieve,


I don’t want you forever,

I just want the memories of tonight to never leave. 

Fine China 

 I think you’re making a mistake,

Lowering the stakes and selling yourself short because of the fear that you might break,
The case reads fragile but the carrier continues to shake, 
I hope it’s not too late for the place you call home is a cold empty room where you’re just treated like another plate, 
I wonder if this is in your design,
I wonder if this is your fate, 
I wonder if you were mine if I could have you in a better state,
Maybe in time it will be realized that you’re China fine,
Hopefully that’s before the cracks being created destroy your design. 
Fine China. 

One Night Stand

I’ll never believe in love at first sight,
But I believe you can fall in love in one night,
Or at least that’s what we did,
From stimulating conversation to passionate penetration I got to know you until the next day,
The moon and stars were the only feature listed to be shown, but we decided to upstage them with a feature presentation of our own,
One of those one time gigs, one that should never again be shown,
Eventually the night left and the sun made its way,
We awoke as the sun showed its face,
You could have left but you decided to stay,
For less than 24 hours I knew you but I promise we fit forever in that day,
And the passion never fades every time we come together just like our one night stand,
I’ll never believe in love at first sight,
But I do believe that every night,
We fall in love again.

Dream Seller

Selling nightmares disguised as dreams,
As terrible as it seems from this twisted fantasy she refuses to leave,
I wish she would stray from me so I try to push her away from me,
What hidden beauty in this beast does she see?
She wants to save me but there’s a thin line between courageous and crazy and I told her that this just isn’t the place for you,
It’s dark and I can’t see in this hell hole come to mention there isn’t any more space for you,
She said fool..
Don’t be simple minded I would never be blinded by the darkness you’ve succumb to,
I understand there’s no space, so let’s leave this place and find somewhere else to run to,
Darkness only lasts as long as you refuse to open your eyes,
You’ll always be cold blooded if you don’t allow love in your life,
Unable to decipher the truth from lies I begin to tune her out,
I wonder if she’d be surprised if I’ve heard this multiple times?
I wonder if she’d be mad if I cut her off and say thanks for the offer but I’m fine,
It’s just that I told myself that last time would be the last time,
I would buy a nightmare disguised as a dream.

Soul Searching

I’m Running,
I just wish I knew from what,
Nothing in front of me but the feeling looms of me trying to keep up,
Stuck in a mind state created by regrets but renamed lessons learned,
I wonder if one day you’ll see the beauty in these unruly battle scars I’ve earned,
The day you find out the truth is the when you realize dwelling in sanity is crazy,
Half of me screaming to let go, half of me hoping you’ll save me,
I can hear your voice echoing and I know you’re not too far behind,
But visions of past decisions of idly living have me damn near blind,
So many close calls that should have closed my story shut,
So many new beginnings just when I thought I ran out of luck,
But I’ve learned to embrace the beauty of the darkness,
Because you can only find what is lost,
So I’ll keep running,


There’s an uprising going on in the north,
Distressed screams for justice and flashbacks of figurative train tracks
Brought a washed and strained brain back to where it belongs,
Why do I feel so constrained?
Why do I hear the rattle of chains with every step I take?
As the tear gas blinds and sprays the police barricades aid the break of balance of yin and yang,
Figureheads that deceived us to believe things would finally be just chant that we should not repeat history,
We should do the right thing but it’s a shame that the only word we hear is,
There’s a war going on in the north,
Protests lead to more tests of civility with every officer given humility for their wrongdoings,
Inflictions brewing,
They Shooting!
Made you look,
But you’re scared now,
Slaughtering a child with a toy gun you’re not being fair now,
There’s a draft going on in the north,
I promised my mom I wouldn’t enlist that I wouldn’t get involved in this but I wish that I were there now,
To fight…
So we wont get killed for wearing a black hoodie at night,
So we wont be gunned down at a gas station with no gun in sight,
So we wont be shot 6 times in broad daylight by officer whose white,
Regardless of a witness in sight,
Regardless of a country’s might,
He was still free not an ounce guilty,
But why do I hear the rattle of chains with every step I take?
It’s a shame that we’re still detained they just moved the chains to our brains,
Made sure that our youth would kill each other so it’s okay when they do the same thing,
Entrapped in this mental hell by televisions telling us the wrong things,
There’s a revolution going on in the North,
We should break these chains and do the same thing.